While not much to
look at, the provincial mountain town of Index was, in our unconstrained
imagination, a stripped-down version of Chamonix, the famous French commune, a
mecca for alpine climbers. Located on the North Fork of The Skykomish River in
the western foothills of the Cascades, the little town was not even visible
from Highway 2.
There was only a
sign. But once you drove into town, you could see the dramatic and easily
accessible sheer rock cliffs of the Upper and Lower Town Walls. Those granite destinations
hosted over forty vertical rock routes like City Park, Snow White, Japanese
Gardens, and Breakfast of Champions.
Across Highway 2,
the three peaks of Mt. Index - Main, Middle, and North-jutted prominently
skyward. A dramatic rock palisade, clearly visible to
the south of Index, their profiles were so classically alpine and visually
stunning that they could make a climber’s heart flutter. The desire they
created was palpable. Who among us wouldn’t want to ascend those peaks? And the
loftiest of goals was the traverse, to climb not only the North Peak but to
complete a series of ascents across the summits of the other two peaks, all in
one push.
The plan was to climb
the North Face of the North Peak, bivy at the top, and complete the traverse of
the other two peaks the next day. It was a decent plan, as plans go, but the
condition of the route up the North Peak was far from what we had expected. We
were naive. We expected a straightforward ascent of clean solid granite with
most pitches to be crack climbs. Instead, early on, we encountered long
sections with significant exposure that I would later describe as a vertical
bushwhack.
Scary pitches of
dirty, loose rock and insubstantial vegetation offered no opportunity for roped
protection. So, we climbed simultaneously and very carefully. It was both
physically and mentally exhausting, as appalling conditions often are. While
good rock can inspire confidence and augment your physical enjoyment, crappy
pitches suck away at you, both physically and psychically.
It was only near
the top, the last three pitches before the summit, that we encountered any
decent rock and opportunities to place protection with confidence. We climbed
those fine pitches roped, and they were a joy. Would that the balance of the
climb had been so satisfying. But no, it was not. It was regrettably a Jekyll
and Hyde route.
Mt. Stuart and
Dragontail Peak had ruined me. Those north face routes themselves were pretty
darn clean, mostly clear of vegetation and soil, and the quality of granite was
superb. They were immaculate by comparison. Although there were always loose
blocks in the couloirs, most of the rock was solid, and you could depend on it.
That was not the case on Mt. Index. The dismal quality of the route led me to
despise the climb, and by extension, the peak, even before our summit bivouac.
Beckey’s climbing
guide had pointed out the dirty, loose brushy conditions but had minimized
them. We did not know that, and even if we had been told about it in advance,
we probably would have ignored it since we had a predetermined vision of what
this climb should be, and that drove us forward. It had looked so pristine from
the little town of Index. We would have been in complete denial.
And we also revered Fred Beckey. He was a legend even then. No, he hadn’t yet achieved national name recognition, but everyone who climbed in the Pacific Northwest either knew him or knew of him. He had climbed this route and so, like other acolytes, we followed in his footsteps. If Beckey had climbed it, we should climb it. Of course, that completely ignored the reality that it might be a scary and unsatisfying event. I didn’t even consider that possibility. Denny probably didn’t either.
I gazed at a ragged jumble of granite blocks that appeared to have been angrily tossed down into the saddle by the forces of gravity that continually erode mountains. The whole daunting mess down to and across the deeply knifed Middle-North Peak notch looked highly unstable. I wasn’t a big fan of steep loose rock this size, especially with the kind of exposure we had at that elevation. It was one thing to plunge step down a scree field near a run-out, but this looked treacherous. I couldn’t see riding one of these fractured blocks to the bottom.
“So be it,” I said
to myself. “There’s nothing more to see here folks, move along.” There were
other, much better climbs to spend my time on.
As the sun departed, we slipped into down jackets and half bags over thin foam pads amongst the tumble of boulders at the summit and pulled our nylon bivy sacks over us. We prepared for a sleep that would not come. It was another one of those nights on a mountain bivouac. If it were not for my anxiety about the conditions of the climbing ahead, I might have lay in wonderment looking up at the star-filled universe above us, merging with the infinite, before drifting away.
Instead, I lay awake, silently awfulizing about what could go wrong on the traverse, a continuous disaster loop playing in my overactive mind. I finally made a decision. “Fuck it!” My fun meter indicator had been dropping rapidly and was near pegging zero. I was definitely done. My new game plan was to feign sleeping in and hope that my climbing partner Denny had an interminably rough sleepless night and would agree to abandon the traverse until sometime in the indeterminant future.
“Hey, we can always
come back again,” I would say. Well, I lucked out as that did happen.
This is a brief
excerpt from ‘The Choices We Make,’ a mountaineering adventure story about our
ascent of the North Face of the North Peak of Mt. Index. The story is told in
my mountain memoir, Banquet of the Infinite, available as an eBook on
Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and Kobo.